Pregnancy and Infant Loss Month

Our Wish for PAIL Awareness Month

October is Pregnancy and Infant Loss (PAIL) Awareness Month, with the 15th being the official day. A day to recognise, acknowledge and honour the estimated one in four pregnancies that end in miscarriage in Australia each year, and approximately 3,000 babies stillborn or die in the first 28 days after birth.

The Sands vision is that all bereaved parents across Queensland have the opportunity to access support services and care they need at the time of the death of their baby through miscarriage, stillbirth, newborn death or medical termination. You can help by joining with us to raise awareness and create conversations. Let other bereaved parents know they are not alone and help them find a place of support.

Go Pink and Blue

Add the ‘Pregnancy and Infant Loss Awareness’ frame by Sands Queensland to your profile picture on Facebook.

Share the PAIL Awareness Ribbon

Pregnancy and Infant Loss Month

Light Up the Night

Invite family and friends to join the Wave of Light, 7pm, 15th October.

Wave of Light with Sands Queensland



Change your profile picture or share one of our ‘Wish’ images and invite your family and friends to do so too.








More images are available at our Facebook page for grandparents, sisters, brothers, aunts, uncles, nieces, nephews and cousins.

Together our community can let others know they are not alone. Together we can let them know where to find empathy, understanding and support.

In loving memory of Harvey George Golesworthy

Goodbye Our Perfect Baby Boy

Guest post by Kirby Golesworthy

When we fell pregnant with Harvey we were excited to expand our family and give our son Harrison the little brother or sister we so desperately wanted, creating a lifetime of memories with our family of four.

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Mother’s Day For The Bereaved Mother

Guest post by Tina Thurtel, Sands Queensland Committee President

My first Mother’s Day was brutal after my baby, Willow, died. My partner was thoughtful enough to include Willow’s name on my card. It was bittersweet. I felt like crying all day. Mother’s Day was no longer a happy day for me, it was a harsh reminder of all that I had lost. I couldn’t see that it was ever going to get any better.

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A Grandmother’s Love

Guest post by Jude Conning

etsy4I will never forget my daughter’s anguished cry over the phone “I’ve lost the baby”. She was 29 weeks into her pregnancy and we all had a sense that nothing could go wrong now. A previous pregnancy had sadly ended at 10 weeks. But now so much had been prepared, the baby shower planning was under way and
 I had booked my flight to be there.

I flew to be with her that day and there she was – everything still looked so normal but nothing would ever be ‘normal’ again. The pain that she and her husband were experiencing was palpable.

As mother, mother-in-law and grandmother-to- be, my grief was for all three and yet I knew that I needed to put them first.

I work in an area of grief and loss and over the years I attempted to support and comfort many a parent whose baby or small child has died. Yet nothing prepares you for the very personal experience. And nothing helps you find the ‘right words’ to say. It’s best remembered that there are no right words but there are certainly some wrong ones.

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Jude captured precious moments of love for her daughter and son-in-law.

Charlotte was born in the early hours of July 1st 2011 – a perfectly formed and beautiful little girl. During labour my daughter asked “why do I have to go through this?” but afterwards she knew. She had given birth to her first child and she and her husband would have those memories, however painful, to sustain them.

I’m a photographer, so I asked their permission to capture some images of this beautiful baby. My daughter tells me she is so pleased that she has them and was able to use them for an exquisite slide show for the funeral one never wants to have. She has used the photos in many ways and I have my own little album that I can sit and look at. As a result, I felt that I wanted to do something to honour Charlotte’s memory so have become a Heartfelt photographer. Hopefully I am at least able to give people some images that they can share with others and provide them with valuable memories of a child that will always

Charlotte’s little sister releases a butterfly at the Sands Walk to Remember.

There is a saying that a “grandparent grieves twice” – once for their child and again for their grandchild. There is a sense of helplessness knowing that nothing you do will make it better. The most important thing we can do is be there and support our children’s decisions and actions.

I saw a poster a while ago and it said,

“You never know how strong you are until being strong is the only choice you have”

I know that rings very true for my family and for many others who have been through similar experiences. We don’t always have to be ‘strong’ and it is so important to let the tears flow and feel the emotions, as even that takes a particular type of strength.

I look at my daughter and her husband with immense pride at their courage, their love and their joy in Charlotte’s sister, Rosalyn, who was born 14 months later after a very anxious pregnancy and an amazing birth.

Both little girls will always have a very special place in my heart.

Jude Conning Photography, based in the Manning Valley, NSW is offering Mother’s Day photography sessions at $50 with the full price being generously donated to Sands Queensland. For full information find Jude on Facebook @JudeConningPhotography or at




Sands supports anyone effected by the death of a baby during pregnancy or shortly after.  For those wanting to connect with other bereaved parents or grandparents Sands offers several online support groups through their Facebook page. Find further information about Sands support services at Support at Sands.







Family volunteering for Sands Queensland in memory of their baby

2017-18 Sands Queensland Management Committee

The Sands Queensland Management Committee is comprised of volunteers who dedicate their time and skills to help steer Sands in it’s mission to promote and facilitate quality support and care systems for the parents and families of babies who have died during pregnancy, at birth or soon after.

We welcome and thank you to the new Committee for 2018 and we look forward to a productive year.Read More »

A Life Promised

Guest post by Leisa Andersen

I used to feel that my grief and how I dealt with it wasn’t validated, was too ‘over the top’. I mean we were only 15 weeks. He wasn’t a ‘real’ baby, a legal baby. Small enough to hold him in the palm of a hand, but we could still count 10 little fingers and 10 little toes. I’ve since come to realise it doesn’t matter. 15 weeks or 40 weeks, the outcome is the same…they’re gone.Read More »